My Jogjakarta King

My Dearest Sweetheart,

You have successfully add one more important date to my life. You colour my nights with your voice. Praise to Graham Bell for his struggle to invent the what-so-call telephone, cause oh darling, I've spent 22 years of my life waiting for such warm, romantic, heart-to-heart phone calls like you always do.

My Jogjakarta King, no matter how miles far we are apart from one each other, would you believe that this feeling I have goes only to you?

The kisses you made through the phone, the hugs you gave through the phone... I love it, darling. I love you. I am happy--I've never been this happy before. But darling, deep inside, something kills me. Cause I wish every night you were here with me. Right next to me, with my head on your shoulder. With your musk smell all over the air I'm breathing. With your fingers fill in the emptiness of my finger spaces.

Since I miss you even stronger each day.

Oh look, dear. The moon shines wonderfully upon us. Will you tell me, darling, will you tell me that we are looking at the same moon? Though you are in your city, and me in mine.

You are the only one who come alive from my dreams. Being your girl now still feels like a dream. A fantasy. A living fantasy. Praise to Allah for making the dreams came true, cause oh darling, I have been struggling in my prayers just to be able to see you. To feel you. To be beside you.

Sweetheart, would you trust me that there's no precious man other than you who stays in my heart? Would you trust me, my darling, that I will keep the trust that you also give to me and I breathe that into life?

Cause you, my dear, you are the only one I have faith on. Your name is the only name I mention on my every prayers. Your face, is the only face that wander around my mind everyday. Your body is the thing I really want to hold on to. Your shoulder, I believe, is the right place for me to rely my head on to.

I wanna come home to you, my King. I wanna be your Queen in your Kingdom, living the rest of our days together in the Palace you've built for us.

It was on January 8th, 2013. But it has started long ago before we finally came to realise, to be honest, to give it a chance, to let it happen, to finally free our true feelings we have kept.

You, my love, you are the one. And I pray for you to be my only one.

Would you please, my Jogjakarta King, please pray the same prayer too?

In this California king bed
We're ten thousand miles apart
I've been California wishing on these stars
For your heart for me
My California Jogjakarta King 

I love you, PSI ♡